Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Will it be Déjà vu?

I don't know why, but I have a feeling that things are going to follow suit from the last time we were trying to start a cycle with our old RE. I just have this terrible feeling that I'm going to go in for the baseline, and he's going to tell me we have to cancel the cycle because of a cyst. Just something to cause yet another delay. Bah!

Pessimistic? Me? Nahhhhhh....

OK...maybe a little.

I hope I'm wrong. I sure would like to AT LEAST be actively trying to get pregnant before my 30th birthday. Y'know seeing as the whole "I'll have a baby by the time I'm 30" thing just didn't seem to pan out.

Pfft! Stupid fucking infertility.


PS.....Happy Hump Day.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I hope it's not deja vu! We both need to make some progress...finally. When do you go in for your baseline? I should be starting our first injectable cycle this weekend. I think my u/s will be monday! Eek!

Sarah said...

Well, unless I'm early(again)I should be starting my period around Feb.2nd....so...we'll see I guess. Fingers crossed for you, sweetie!

Martin said...

Focus dammit.

Good things, not bad things.

Sarah said...

Kansas- Thanks hun!

X- Like a freakin laser beam!