Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I have finally lost a bit of weight!
3.5lbs to be exact.
Now it could be because I took a nice hefty poo this morning(a 3lb poo?!), or the fact that I made sure I was as naked as I could be or it could be actual factual weight loss...I'm going with the last one! Why kid myself you ask? Well because it makes me feel better. Sheesh! And it makes me want to continue on.
Don't get me wrong, I still yearn for the almighty carbohydrates, and I had to stop myself from wrestling a waffle off of my monkeys fork. But I at least don't feel like I am torturing myself for no reason. 3.5lbs. Its no where near my goal, but dammit all, its a start! Only 26.5lbs to go!!
Friday is my HSG, and I'm a LITTLE worried. Not like I was before. But a little. And is it just me, or is it weird having your husband in the room with you? I mean...I know hes seen all of it already. But its just such an odd state to be in.....Laying there in a johnny, legs in the stir-ups with strangers down there poking around. I mean...I think thats about as uncomfortable as you can get. But he wants to be there for me, and he assures me he will stay at my side and hold my hand if need be. So I'm a little anxious.....
And thats about it....nothing of any real interest going on. I think maybe I'll hold off on posting anymore until the HSG. I'm boring the shit out of myself with this drivel, I cant imagine how you guys feel. *yawn*