Helloooo Lovies..

I know, I know...I'm such a shit. I dont write for months and months and then pop up all doom and gloom, disappear for a bit and then come back to ask you to "check something out" for me. Well...I'm gonna do it again.

If you wouldnt mind terribly, please go HERE and vote for Head Over Heels Hair Studio as best salon in the Farmington Valley. Thats the salon I work at and I would REEEEEALLY appreciate your votes. We're currently in 3rd place. Poll closes 3/1 and 5:00pm.

Scroll all the way towards the bottom of the page to vote, you have to click on a "bubble" to the left of the name Head Over Heels. To leave a comment you can either do it on the main page or by clicking on the name Head Over Heels in the list above the actual poll (the one categorized by town)

Thaaaaaaaank youuuuuuu!

Please read this and pass it on. I KNOW all of you understand.

Please go to the website below and read my best friends story. These two people are two of the most deserving people I've ever known.
Any amount helps. And even if you arent in a position to donate, please pass this on to people you know. Help is help no matter the shape it comes in.

I know you guys know what it feels like to want a baby more than anything in the world. Take a minute to read their story.

www.babydobos.com

Thanks Lovies!!

Oh and here is her brand spankin new blog. Read that shit yo!

I feel....lost.

I've been in a REALLY bad place lately. And I cant even talk about it. Theres one person in the whole world who knows everything. I'll call her Poodle. Poodle has been my fucking rock. The ONE person to stand by me holding my hand through everything, regardless of my choices. If it wasnt for her, I would have totally crumbled. Words cannot even describe how lucky I am to have her in my life.

Some shit went down in 2011, that I will never EVER forgive myself for or forget. Ever. I'm trying to be a whole person again. But I dont think its possible. I dont know what to do or where to go. I feel alone and sad. Let me clarify that my divorce has ZERO to do with anything I am feeling. That was the best thing to come out of 2011.

I think I'm going to start writing again more frequently. Maybe it will help me. Maybe it wont. Who the fuck knows.

I just know I need something.