Today is my blogoversary. And I had all but forgotten until Teena popped by and wished me a happy one. Thanks Teena!
Wow, one year. I've been blogging about my infertility journey and life for one whole year. Most people write some profound post for their one year blogoversary. I have nothing profound to say sadly.
I'm still not pregnant.
But you know, I'm kinda OK with it. Not that I don't still want a baby, because I absolutely do. But I'm on a new mission, one that will take me (hopefully) towards becoming pregnant. I'm on a mission to drop an ass load of weight. I'm on a very strict healthy diet. And I am working out at least 3-4 times a week. Usually more like 4-5 times.
This is just another stepping stone towards us having another child. I want my body to be in the best shape possible when we do finally get pregnant. The weight loss will be an all around good thing. Physically and mentally. And not to mention I'll be super fucking HOT!! Rawr.
I looked back on some of my older posts, and there was such sadness and anger in some of them. I don't feel sad and angry anymore. I feel determined. I will get pregnant. Just not right this second.
And so, for the time being, I'm focusing on becoming as healthy as I can, being the best mother possible to monkey, and just being happy. I'll get the coveted two lines someday. I will. And when I do, my body will be ready.
Over the past year, I have had the privilege of "meeting" some fanfuckingtastic people. Seriously. SO many of these people have become part of my life. I laugh with them, cry with them, get angry with them, mourn with them and for the lucky few I celebrate with them.
I love you all. And thanks for reading my crap over the last year.