Friday, July 10, 2009

Thanks Teena!

Today is my blogoversary. And I had all but forgotten until Teena popped by and wished me a happy one. Thanks Teena!

Wow, one year. I've been blogging about my infertility journey and life for one whole year. Most people write some profound post for their one year blogoversary. I have nothing profound to say sadly.

I'm still not pregnant.

But you know, I'm kinda OK with it. Not that I don't still want a baby, because I absolutely do. But I'm on a new mission, one that will take me (hopefully) towards becoming pregnant. I'm on a mission to drop an ass load of weight. I'm on a very strict healthy diet. And I am working out at least 3-4 times a week. Usually more like 4-5 times.
This is just another stepping stone towards us having another child. I want my body to be in the best shape possible when we do finally get pregnant. The weight loss will be an all around good thing. Physically and mentally. And not to mention I'll be super fucking HOT!! Rawr.

I looked back on some of my older posts, and there was such sadness and anger in some of them. I don't feel sad and angry anymore. I feel determined. I will get pregnant. Just not right this second.
And so, for the time being, I'm focusing on becoming as healthy as I can, being the best mother possible to monkey, and just being happy. I'll get the coveted two lines someday. I will. And when I do, my body will be ready.

Over the past year, I have had the privilege of "meeting" some fanfuckingtastic people. Seriously. SO many of these people have become part of my life. I laugh with them, cry with them, get angry with them, mourn with them and for the lucky few I celebrate with them.

I love you all. And thanks for reading my crap over the last year.

23 comments:

Lea said...

I think you had a few profound things to say! :) I'm very happy to be part of your readership, my friend. Congrats on the blogoversary!!!

And so proud of you working towards a goal. ;)

April said...

I think this post was profound enough!

HAPPY BLOGOVERSARY!!! I've loved reading your blog and will continue to do so. :-)

Sarah said...

Lea- The feeling is quite mutual my dear! I'm glad you're back to blogging.

April- And I will continue to read yours as well. Cant wait to read all about little Hunter!

cozzie laura said...

Happy Anniversary!I'm glad I found your blog, I love how you write!

Kudos to you for sticking to your goal. Seems like I start a new diet every Monday.....

Sarah said...

Laura- Yea, thats how I was. I'd start one...get sick of it, or get discouraged and then quit. Then I realized my ass isnt gonna go away on its own, and I didnt want to be overweight when I finally do get pregnant. And so I had to do something. I've got a pretty big goal to work towards.

Megs said...

Yay!! Happy Blogoversary! I absolutey LOVE reading your blog and I am rooting for you every step of the way. Thanks for following me in my new adventure too!!! :)

Caragh said...

You are always profound and hilarious.
Congrats on the new path you are taking.
I feel in my heart too you will have yourself a new addition to your family.

lots of love.

Oh and i've been on the lexapro for... almost 5 months I think

womb for improvement said...

I love that you sound so determined and positive in this post. We can do this. We WILL do this.

Before your next anniversary, right?

'Murgdan' said...

Happy blogoversary woman!

You rock. Keep writing shit.

Casey said...

Wow, one year! Congrats, and I agree, there was lots of profound reading found in this blog!

And, btw, that cupcake is just looking scrumptious. Maybe we should get some real cupcakes to celebrate...hmmmm....you don't have to eat yours. I know you are doing a FANTASTIC job with the working out and weight loss goals, but me on the other hand, I LOVE me a cupcake! :P

Xbox4NappyRash said...

only a year?...seems longer...

Angry Infertile said...

Happy blogoversaty betch!!! <3

Gwen said...

I'm so glad to have found your wonderful blog - to have found you in this vast blogging universe!

Congratulations on the 1 year milestone.

Sarah said...

Megs- Thanks! Hey, you give me hope. You have a surprise pregnancy. =) Yay!

Caragh- Glad you like it love!

WFI- Christ, I sure as shit hope so.

Casey- Being on a diet...everything looks tasty to me! lol

X- I'm not really sure how you meant that...

Angry- Thanks hun!

Gwen- I'm glad we found each other as well. Gah, I feel like we should be hugging and humming some gay campfire song! lol

Danielle said...

Even when you really don't say anything at all, you are funny as hell! I love reading your stuff! Congrats on the one year and so glad I found YOU! And lady, so are already super friggin hot..RAWR :)

Melissa said...

So I am pregnant, just waiting to post it to the blog wednesday cause I know that awesome sister in law of mine will spoil my surprise and tell everyone! Or just be an uber bitch. One of the two. I'll post all of my three days of "holy shit this is real" tomorrow night. Still absolutely frightened that this will turn out badly as it's my very first pregnancy and I have the Internet to scare the living shit out of me!

Sarah said...

Dani- Back atcha baby! RAWR!

Melissa- Ahhhhh!!! Congratulations!!!

Jane G said...

Coming to the party a little late, but happy blogoversary honey. May all your dreams come true very soon.

Rassles said...

Just keep on fuckin'.

Rassles said...

HAH! Get it? Like "keep on truckin"?

I kill myself.

Sarah said...

Jane- Thanks love, I hope the very same for you!

Rass- Bwahahaha! Maybe I need to change the name of my blog to that...

"Just Keep on Fuckin, a tale of infertility and life"

Ohhhhhh, I like!

Bon said...

hey betch,

i wanted to let you know i moved my blog

love,
angry

Mrs.Tiye said...

LOL
I visit often, because your honesty is commendable, and you crack me up. That's profound enough for me!
Happy Blogaversary!