The summer is almost gone. And with it, any and all free time that I may or may not have had to devote to fertility related stuff.
This summer was really the only easy time I would have had to do all those things like a million doctors visits, Ultrasounds, blood draws, blah blah blah, you know the drill.
If I chose to do them during the school year, it means pissing off my boss and co-workers. It means asking my ex husband if Monkey can spend the night with him if I have an early morning appointment, to make sure he gets to school on time. It means missing time from work for both K and myself.
So basically, it means HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IT? Seriously. I mean, I still have more weight to lose so I'm not ready just yet. But the time will come and unless someone has a magic wand I can borrow...I dont know how the fuck to manage all of it.