My husband said that to me today pertaining to his job, and I had to laugh because that phrase seems to be the story of my life right now.
I have high hopes that we will have a baby together,
Realistically, I don't expect that we'll be doing it the "old fashioned way".
Realistically, I don't expect that we'll be having the 3-4 babies that we wanted.
Realistically, I don't expect it to be a quick, easy, or inexpensive process.
Realistically, I don't expect it to work the first, second or maybe even third time. (what ever "it" might be).
Or maybe I should replace the word "realistically" with "pessimistically"?
I do that sometimes. I try REEEEEALLY hard to be optimistic, and realistic. But what I end up with is pessimism. I think I'm afraid of being let down continuously. Who isnt? I kind of feel that if I am expecting the worst, anything other than that will be wonderful! And if I expect the worst, and it happens. At least I'm not let down. Because I expected it.
But, I'll try harder. Try harder to focus on my high hopes. Try harder to look at the brightside of things. Try harder to focus on the positive, rather than the negative. Try harder to look at my glass as 1/2 full rather than cracked and leaking. I'll just try harder.
My hopes are high. For me, my husband, my son and the babies that WILL come for us.
My hopes are high for all of you and your spouses, and the babies that will come for you.
My hopes are high that everything will work out. In all aspects. So there.
I now have the song "High Hopes" sung by Frank Sinatra stuck in my head. Hahaha! Could be worse I suppose.
Oh! on an entirely different more surley note; That piece of crap Dr. Dick face CHANG has still, yes STILL, as in since JULY 23RD not called my husband back to clarify the results of his semen analysis! The only thing we know was what the secretary read off a post it note. Low motility and Dr. Changalangadingdong wants to re-freaking-test him in 3 months. 3 months!! Grrrrrr!!
Is anyone reading these? Dont you want to contribute your thoughts? Or do you just like my trucker mouth?
Comments? Concerns? Questions? Advice? Anything?
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