Alternate title: My 100th post
Yea, yea...you get it. The countdown has begun to 2009.
I think Kelley said it best when she called this year a fucking ratfucksonofabitch year. Amen sista! She is just so eloquent. Thats why I freakin HEART her! Much like her description describes(yea, I said it!), this year sucked. It really did. So many tears, so many heartaches. I say fuck this year!
I say fuck all of the shit that this years has brought me.
I say fuck all the pain.
Fuck all the tears.
Fuck all the hurt.
FUCK all the assholes.
Fuck all the insults.
Fuck egotistical, compulsive liars.
Fuck skinny bitches(sorry)
Fuck stupid people and their stupid comments
Fuck moving.....cause I swear to all that is good and decent if I have to move again anytime soon, I'm gonna lose my damn shit!
Fuck my husband for calling me fat.
Fuck me, for letting him.
Fuck Dr's visits an hour away.
Fuck the dildo cam
Fuck CD3 blood draws.
Fuck stupid morphology.
Fuck not getting pregnant.
Fuck broken cars.
Fuck being broke.
Fuck wanker bosses.
Fuck ignorant people.
Fuck manipulative asshats.
Fuck size 10 pants.
Fuck 36DD bras! Cause they don't fit.
Fuck the fucking fuckers.
Fuck the assholes that like sluts.
Fuck people who don't know how to be a parent.
Fuck them even harder if they wont learn.
Fuck smoking while you're pregnant.
Fuck not eating.
Fuck diet pills too!
Fuck back stabbers.
Fuck crazy bitches(and not the fun crazy, I mean the "you ain't right" crazy)
Fuck lousy jobs.
Fuck mean people.
Fuck the massive cock smooches who live to bring other people down.
Fuck letting other people determine my worth.
Fuck letting others decide when I'm good enough.
Fuck the south beach diet. I loves me some carbs. Obviously.
Fuck living in basements.
Fuck living in shit holes.
Fuck living with mice.
Fuck well meaning but utterly STUPID advice.
Fuck TTC acronyms.
Fuck being let down.
Fuck one stupid pink(or blue) line.
Fuck judgmental jerk offs.
Fuck hiding how I feel.
Fuck faking it.
Fuck 2007 while we're at it!
Fuck you 2008, I kinda hate you. Really.
But I will say to all of you, you have helped me survive this fucking ratfucksonofabitch year.
You have been my sounding board, my shoulder to cry on, my new found support system, my comic relief, my friends. And I love you all for that. I hope 2009 is a nicer year than 2008. And I hope we all get what 2008 has denied us. Peace of mind. In some way. And if 2009 refuses to cooperate. Well....
FUCK IT TOO! We have each other...
Happy New Years to all of you! Heres to hoping.