I work 6 days a week.
I don't buy myself anything, well, other than cigarettes, dunkin donuts coffee and gas. And don't you dare say a word about the cigarettes! A lot of people would get hurt if I had to quit right now!! And I guess I'll have to stop going to Dunkin Donuts.
I don't buy clothes, and IF I really have to, I buy used clothes.
I don't pay to get my hair done. Thankfully I have a very talented little sister who just so happens to be a stylist. Otherwise I would look like Sasquatch. And let me tell you, an over weight, infertile, pissed off Sasquatch is nothing to laugh at!
I don't get my nails done.
I don't go out.
I don't have a gym membership. OBVIOUSLY. My husband would just love it if I did though. We cant all be naturally thin like him.
I don't do anything to spend money.
I don't buy things for the house, unless its something we HAVE to get, like laundry soap or if something breaks.
And still....we are not making it. We cant seem to get above water so to speak.
Certain debts and certain actions have officially financially killed us.
I am now going to look around for a job at night to supplement the one I've already got. Because I CANNOT move back in with my parents. I'm twenty-fucking-nine. I'm a grown ass woman.
I.CANT. DO. IT.
We've already had to do that once.....
I WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN! I repeat, WILL NOT. Come hell or high water that shit is not going down.