Which is kinda a huge fucking problem don't ya think?
I just don't have time to do fertility treatments. How does someone who is dealing with infertility, get pregnant when she doesn't have time to do the fucking treatments?
All the doctors appointments. All the monitoring. My RE's office is almost an hour away from home, and almost an hour and a half away from work. I caught hell at work the last time. And we really cant afford for me to miss so much time.
The last time was so hard. Between missing tons of time at work, and getting shit on because of missing that time. The side effects. And having to ship the Monkey off to his fathers house for so many nights because K and I had to hit the road by 6-6:15am. And it didn't even work.
Add those things into my already busy day. No wonder my fucking eye is still twitching.
I don't know if I can do it again. I just don't know.
Its obviously not going to happen the "natural" way. Over 20 months has proven that. So now what? What does a girl do when her husband cant get her pregnant, but she cant find the time to have the treatments?
Do I try clomid? I ovulate just fine, but it ups the chances right? And from what I understand I wouldn't have to be monitored as closely. Right? That might help a little. Cutting down the number of days that I would have to miss time at work.
Or do we try an un-medicated IUI? The problem with that is, in my tiny little mind all I can think is "the IUI didn't work when we used fertility drugs! How on earth would it work without them?!"
I just don't know what to do.
We're infertile. And I don't have time for that.