Well, I did find a clinic that is about a 1/2 hour away from my house. But I still cant seem to figure out how to make this work. The thing is, with my job if I don't take the hours...someone else will. I've been really lucky lately in that I've been able to pick up quite a few extra hours. And if I start treatments again, I'll lose hours. That scares me. Also, I would need to work my schedule out at least a month in advance. What happens if I work my schedule around for treatments, and then something goes wrong again? Like a cyst. Been there done that. Then, not only am I down hours, I'm also back to square one with the baby thing. Or lack thereof.
As you know, my RE retired. And we were referred to the New Britain office. Well the new Doc wants to meet with us for a "consultation" before ANYTHING will be done. Because, well all of them are different. They have nothing available until may 6th.
The place thats a bit closer to home doesn't have anything until the end of May, start of June. Ack.
How do people do it? How do people have full time jobs AND do fertility treatments? I just don't fucking get it. My tiny little mind is officially boggled.
I feel like I've been asked the question;
"So, you want a baby? But how badly do you REALLY want it?"
I want a baby so badly that sometimes I feel like I cant breathe. I just don't know how to do everything all at once.
Work full time.
Be a full time mom to my hella awesome 8 year old.
Be a full time wife.
And do fertility treatments.
Please, if anyone has any ideas, I'm open to suggestions.