And I didn't even test this morning. Why? Because I am fucking SICK of seeing negative pregnancy tests! Sick I tell you!
I've come to accept that I'm going to have to do this again. All the injections. All the blood draws. All the dates with the dildo cam. The crinone. All of it. Again.
Its not fair. Why the fuck didn't it work this time? No one has answers. I know I certainly don't. What I do know is I have ONE more chance with an IUI and then I'm going to have to try IVF.
And yes, I realize that people have gotten negatives at 11dpo only to get a positive later at 12 or 14dpo. But I have a gut feeling. I just know. It didn't work.