And its over.
I started spotting last night. And its heavier today. *sigh* Its over.
I cant believe it didn't work. Again. I'm devastated. And I am 100% dreading doing this again. All the injections, all the horrible blood draws (my poor arms are just now back to normal), missing time at work ( so far, my boss is being decent...who knows how long thats going to last for though) and the crinone...oh goddess, the crinone. My poor vagina.
I'm sad. I'm confused. I'm angry, oh so angry....
Why didn't it work? Why??
I just put the call into my clinic to report CD1. So, I'll probably have to go in tomorrow or Sunday for a baseline and blood draw. And as long as there are no "left over follicles", I'll move forward with the cycle. And if there is? Fucking birth control. Which I LOATH. It makes me have breakthrough bleeding. My body, the useless whore that she is...has been put through hell, and for nothing. Nothing!!
...I just talked to one of the nurses at the clinic, I'm scheduled for 7:30 tomorrow. She is changing the crinone to endometrium suppositories. Thank goddess!! I'll try anything if it means no more crinone.