I went in on the 12th for a cyst check, and whadda ya know...they were gone. So I stopped the birth control (woo!) and started the gonal-f again on the 16th. They are keeping me on exactly the same dose as last time. Which is kinda frustrating because A.) I was under the impression we were going to tweak it a bit and B.) IT DIDN'T WORK LAST TIME! WHY ARE WE DOING THE SAME THING?? But, I guess they know what they are doing. (pffft!) This is my last shot with an IUI before moving on to IVF. I'd kinda hoped I'd never have to bring that acronym into my vocabulary. IVfuckingF. Blah.
I'll be very honest, I've got NO faith in this cycle. I mean, everything just feels off. My vagina for one...has been out of commission for a looooong time. Between the crinone and then my period and then the birth control which makes me bleed and then stopping the birth control which gave me another (super fucking early) period...gah! We're talking over a month. A freakin month! Thats a long ass time to have an out of order sign tacked to your business. I'm so ready to take back control of my va jay jay! Please and thank you!
So...thats about it.
Oh, and I hate my fucking job. Anyone want to hire me to be their bitch? Cause I am Sooooooooo over Walgreens. Did you know they can censor your outside life? Yea. They can. Well, they can try anyway. Thank fucking god, no one at work knows about this blog. Actually very few people IRL know about it.
Bottom line, Walgreens is one giant gaping asshole. They do not give a shit about their employees. And I hate them.
*the opinions on this page are not necessarily those of the Walgreens corp*
Ha! Take that, Mr.Walgreens in the sky. Asshole.