I've made it. My IVF consultation appointment is set for May 12th at 3pm. One of two things will happen, either I'll end up pregnant this time because I had the forethought to make my IVF consult ahead of time. Or, I'll be set and ready to go when I end up NOT pregnant, again. Either way, I'm ahead of the game. Take that infertility.
As far as this appointment goes....I'm at a loss. I feel like there are a million questions I SHOULD be asking. And yet, the only one I have is "why the fuck am I not pregnant?!" I feel like I put blind faith in these people because I don't know what to ask. I mean, I guess we all put some degree of blind faith in our doctors...but considering I've been at this for almost 3 years, I don't feel all that educated. I know stuff. I just don't feel like I know the right stuff. Like....what I should be asking at this WTF appointment. Are there additional tests I should be requesting for either myself or my husband? Is there something different we should have been trying? I just don't know. Anyone have advice for me? Please?
As for whats going on with this cycle...nothing. Well, nothing of interest. My boobs are freaking killing me, but thats a nice combo of the trigger shot and the progesterone doing that. Good times. Goooooooodtimes!
Like I said in my last post, if this cycle proves to be another fucking failure, I'm taking at least a month off to shed some poundage. I'll start the strict diet again, and start working my ass off. AGAIN. And while the thought of doing that makes me want to cry, the thought of being a heffalump makes me want to puke. So, I'll take the tears.
Gah, time to get ready for work. Which by the way....I still hate. In case you were wondering.