Thursday, April 8, 2010

Wait for it...wait for it...

My freaking head is gonna explode.

I am currently 15dpo. And because of these stupid goddamn vagi tabs, I have yet to get my period. I'm spotting...a little. But no period. Gah! Its annoying. Really annoying. I know I'm not fucking pregnant. I took a pregnancy test.

Negative, clearly.

I've got my new meds. And NO PERIOD. I'm cranky. And annoyed. And...and...well, this is just messing with my head. I've accepted that it didn't work. Again. I'm ready to move forward. But I cant. Because of these fucking progesterone tablets that I'm popping up my hoo-ha twice a day, I.cant.move.forward. They have me stuck in fucking limbo.

Fuck being in limbo. It sucks.

Also? Fuck fucking google for putting crazy ass thoughts in my head.

10 comments:

The Thai Family said...

As much as it may be more disappointment I would take another test. It is possible that you took one too early. I remember being frustrated with late periods and hoping and being crushed but it's worth knowing for sure. And I spotted with all three of my pregnancies almost the entire first trimesters so spotting doesn't mean a period is imminent.

Sarah said...

TTF- No way. I refuse. I will not pee on another stick. *sigh* I can call for a blood test tomorrow. I dont spot. Ever. I didnt spot when I was using the crinone last month either. This is just so frustrating.

Thanks for reading, by the way. :)

WindDrop said...

IF truly f'ing sucks! Those times when you know your aren't pregnant but can't stop progesterone are the worst part of the cycle. There is no hope, just dispare.
I consider that I won the battle every month that I ovulate, just haven't come close to winning the war. It will seem a little better after AF comes.

Kahla said...

I'd definitely go get a BETA and then you know for sure and can stop the tabs. Sucks.

Jenn said...

I hated those progesterone things. Always screwed things up and made the wait for Flo so much longer. :(

myprettyones said...

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I'm sorry.

Kansas said...

Sorry honey, that sucks

womb for improvement said...

Arghhh! And I know what you are doing, googling and finding tales of people who tested got a negative, had no symptoms and .. voila! The internet should be banned during a two week wait. Except then we really would go crazy.

Xbox4NappyRash said...

Gah.

Hollytraveling said...

Limbo sucks. Google sucks. And together they royally blow. Hope you can move forward soon.