I took a pregnancy test this morning. I didn't want to. Seriously, I am fucking irritated that I had to piss on yet another HPT. But, I needed to know so that I could have enough time to have my meds sent to me. Looks like I'll be calling freedom pharmacy and ordering my meds in just a little while. I'm not surprised. I knew it was coming, I'm just mad that I had to pee on a stick to find out. Fucking infertility. Seriously fucking rude.
I'm so fucking over all of this. My face is breaking out like a goddamn teenager, I am 100% sick and fucking tired of cramming hard white tablets up my snatch, I am fucking evil(more so than normal) thanks to all the hormones, I've lost hours at work, I'm stressed right the fuck out. Part of me wants to take a break. The other part, the part that keeps screaming "YOU'RE 30!!" says no way, do it now. Fuck, fuck, fuckity fuck.
Freedom Pharmacy, here I come.