I have officially had it with Walgreens. This past Saturday, I put in my two weeks notice. Sorta. I will continue to work there one day a week(ish) just for a little extra moolah.
What am I going to do with my time you ask? Well for starters, I've got another job. I will be working in a very classy salon as the receptionist/assistant. I've done that type job before, many years ago. And I loved it. I really like all....OK most of the girls there. (whatever. Cant win 'em all) The salon itself is gorgeous. Oh and its owned by my sister! Bonus? Uh...fuck yea.
And then? In August, I will be taking a makeup artistry course. Yea, thats right. I want to be a makeup artist. Its always been something I've loved. Makeup that is. And now, I'm going to put it to use. I'll be doing makeup for the salon part time once I'm certified.
I'm actually kinda excited.
In the world of TTC, nothing is going on right this very second. I'm waiting for the red menace to show so I can call to set up the "mock transfer". Which quite frankly, I am not looking forward to. Actually I think I'd rather snort salt. You ever snorted salt before? Its NOT pleasant. Trust me.
I just don't want to do this anymore. I'm feeling sorry for myself and I'm sick of having to do things like stab myself in the belly with hormones. I'm sick of people sticking things up my vag that do not belong there. I'm sick of so many damn people seeing my vag. I mean over the past 3 years, at least 14 (probably more but I've lost count) fucking people have seen my lady bits! Not counting my husband. Thats rifuckingdiculous. Seriously. And I certainly do not want to go have my damn uterus filled with saline. That does not sound like something that should be on my list of things to do this summer!
I just don't want to do IVF. There. I said it. I don't. It sucks.
However, I know that I need to do it, y'know...if we want to have a baby sometime in THIS lifetime. Fuck fuckity fuck. And Fuuuuuck.
But y'know, other than that.....lifes good. I'm happy with the direction MOST things are going.