I love feeling disposable. Something to be used and then discarded. Oh, wait...human beings arent disposable?? Well shit...
I love when people only want you in their life, when its convenient for them. When there is nothing better going on. Or they need/want something from you.
I love feeling wholly unappreciated.
I love not feeling good enough. Its an amazing feeling.
I love being treated like I'm fucking stupid, like I cant SEE whats going on. Yea, fuck you right in your face.
I looooove being lied to. Just ask my ex-husband. He'll tell you how well lying to me works out.
I love the fact that I put up with this shit. Sometimes, I wanna punch myself in the face.
Shit. Maybe I really AM stupid. Goooooooddamit.