Wednesday, September 3, 2008


Apparently all my shit talking and name calling has pissed Flo off. She is messing with me big time.

Like I said yesterday, this is WAY unusual for me. I don't spot. I'm never late. Ever. My period has been exactly the same for a decade. Right on time. Sometimes a day or so early. But never ever late.

Except ONE time.

And I have NEVER spotted before my period.
Its still the same today brownish red, barely there. Just enough to make me say "hmmmmmmm" and only when I wipe.
I'm not really stressed out, so I don't think that is it. I mean yea, I'm not thrilled with the prospect of having something poked through my cervix and being filled with dye. But I have accepted it. I'm almost OK with it. I don't feel like puking when I think of it anyway. So thats good. And yea, I would MUCH rather just be pregnant than have my hubby jerk off in a cup and have to do a butt load of tests. But....whatever. Gotta do what ya gotta do. I'm really not stressing. Looking forward is a much better term.
Besides, anyone who knows me...(which isn't many of you) knows I have been through WAAAAAYYY fucking more stress over the past 2 years than this, and Flo didn't miss a beat then. Didn't even trip. So, I dunno. Its all a big question mark right now.

Its odd to say the least. I guess I just wait and see.

Honestly, I'm OK though. For those of you that have e-mailed me. Really I am. =) You know who you are. Love you!


Xbox4NappyRash said...

Good luck still!

Stace said...

Ugh. Waiting is the worst! Good luck, though! And really, the HSG isn't that bad. And it's quick! :) Hang in there!

Kelley said...

waiting here with you babe....

*taps foot*

Deborah said...

You might not be able to fool with mother nature(remember that very old commercial?), but she can sure screw around with you.

Hang in there!

womb for improvement said...

Don't our wombs realise we are all on the same team here? Hopefully it'll get its act together soon.