Apparently all my shit talking and name calling has pissed Flo off. She is messing with me big time.
Like I said yesterday, this is WAY unusual for me. I don't spot. I'm never late. Ever. My period has been exactly the same for a decade. Right on time. Sometimes a day or so early. But never ever late.
Except ONE time.
And I have NEVER spotted before my period.
Its still the same today brownish red, barely there. Just enough to make me say "hmmmmmmm" and only when I wipe.
I'm not really stressed out, so I don't think that is it. I mean yea, I'm not thrilled with the prospect of having something poked through my cervix and being filled with dye. But I have accepted it. I'm almost OK with it. I don't feel like puking when I think of it anyway. So thats good. And yea, I would MUCH rather just be pregnant than have my hubby jerk off in a cup and have to do a butt load of tests. But....whatever. Gotta do what ya gotta do. I'm really not stressing. Looking forward is a much better term.
Besides, anyone who knows me...(which isn't many of you) knows I have been through WAAAAAYYY fucking more stress over the past 2 years than this, and Flo didn't miss a beat then. Didn't even trip. So, I dunno. Its all a big question mark right now.
Its odd to say the least. I guess I just wait and see.
Honestly, I'm OK though. For those of you that have e-mailed me. Really I am. =) You know who you are. Love you!