Ok so here it is...
The video and the instructions that came with the meds say that the best place to do the injections are in the tummy. And thats fine, I think I can handle it. But here is my ridiculous worry.
My stomach isn't exactly....um....well lets just say I had a 9lb 12oz child with my last pregnancy, so its not like it should be or used to be. Its a bit....off. Thats it, its just a bit off. So, does that make a difference? Isn't that ridiculous?!
And here is the next thing thats been on my mind. I'm NOT complaining...I'm just sayin. Can I tell you how skeevy it makes me feel to know that I will be having a date with the dildo cam WHILE I have my period. Ew, ew, ew ewwwwwwwww! That. is. disgusting. Blech!
I guess thats it. I have the meds, I have the sharps container, I have the instructions..... Now I just hurry up and wait. There is A LOT of waiting in the fucked up game called infertility.
We WAITed to start TTC, and then WAIT to get pregnant. For a year!!
WAIT to make an appointment with the RE.
WAIT to have the HSG.
WAIT to find out what the next step is.
WAIT for the insurance to cover it.
WAIT for the meds.
WAIT for my period. *weird*
WAIT to start the injections.
WAIT for all those appointments.
WAIT for the IUI.
WAIT to see if it worked.
WAIT. WAIT. WAIT.
WAITing sucks. I am so impatient.