Sunday, January 25, 2009

Fuck you Flo.

  • Fuck you for coming so fucking early.
  • Fuck you for coming at all.
  • Fuck you for causing me pain.
  • Fuck you and your stupid games.
  • Fuck you for making me have to go through more Gonal-F injections.
  • Fuck you for making me have to go to the hospital to get MORE blood sucked from my body.
  • Fuck you for making me have to go get Miss Puss probed with the dildo cam.
  • Fuck you for making me feel like a failure.
  • Fuck you for making sure I have to have another IUI.
  • Fuck you for making me have to deal with all of the awful side effects I get from the injections.
  • Fuck you for making sure I didn't get pregnant.
  • Fuck you for letting me buy a pregnancy test.
  • Fuck you for waiting for me to piss on that stupid little stick and then showing up 1/2 hour later.
  • Fuck you for making me cry.
  • Fuck you for bursting my bubble.
  • Fuck you for making my boobs hurt, and making me think that maybe....just maybe I MIGHT actually be pregnant.
  • Fuck you. I pretty much hate you.

I'm feeling pretty down. More so than I thought I would. This fucking blows.

Sorry about all the fucks. You should have heard me in the bathroom when Flo arrived. I could have made a sailor blush. Looks like I will be calling my RE's office tomorrow to report day 1. FUCK!


'Murgdan' said...

Oh Sarah...I'm so so sorry. :-( Fuck you, AF!!! (hugs).

Megan said...

I'm so sorry.

Lea said...

I'm sorry too. It does suck so, so much. I'm counting IUI #1 as the practice run. Let's make this one count. Big hugs.

AmyC623 said...

Fuck all of it, Sarah. It fucking sucks. I am here with a fucking cyber (((hug))), but I know it won't fucking help.

Kahla said...

Crap, that does suck. I'm so sorry.

G said...

Grrrr fuck everything about AF!!!

Much love and hugs x

Amber said...

I'm sorry.

Are you sure it's not implantation bleeding? The reason I ask is because that would come a little earlier than a period...if it's to early for the test to pick it up you could get a false negative pregnancy result.

Sorry to be optimistic, it's just how I was when we were having problems conceiving, so immediatly I thought of this. It would be wonderful if I were right. If not, I wish you luck and sanity for next time.

Jane G said...

Fuck her is right. I think she's about to pay me a visit too, the evil bitch.

UrbanVox said...

As a representative of the male gender I want to officially say:

Flo Sucks!!!
Fuck Flo!!!!


Carolyne said...

Oh I'm so in the mood for saying the f word, so fuck you AF!
Can't believe she showed 1/2 hr after you poas!
One cyber hug by UPS coming up - (((hug)))

womb for improvement said...

Arse. She come to you early whilst I'm here frantically waving come to me. Fucking bitch.

April said...

FUCK!!! I'm so sorry, Sarah. I saw that first "Fuck You" and my heart just dropped into my sneakers.

Stupid Fucking Flo.

I hope like a PP said, this is just a test run getting you ready for the real thing next time around. I'm keeping my fucking fingers and toes crossed for you.

Hopeful said...

I"m sorry. That really sucks, I know the feeling.

Jenn said...

I'm sorry. That blows.

Courtney said...

I am sorry Sarah! That just fucking sucks!

Bubba said...

Im so gutted for u babe !!
Good Luck with No2 !!. x x x x

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Megs said...

I am so sorry to hear this. AF is definitely a fucking bitch! ((Hugs))

Stace said...

So sorry. No matter how much you prepare yourself for the "no", it still hurts when you get it. A. LOT. I know there's nothing really to say to make you feel better, but I hope you are doing okay!