Friday, January 23, 2009

pessimistic bitch...

Thats how I'm feeling right now.

The IUI did not work, I just know it. I'm not that lucky.
I think I'll order my meds now and get it out of the way.
I've already moved my schedule around at work so that my dumb bitch of a boss can suck a nut instead of bugging me about my appointments. *sigh*

I guess I just wait. Wait for the inevitable return of Aunt Flo. Wait to do more injections. Wait for more blood draws. Wait for more visits to the RE to have The Notorious V.A.G violated. Wait to have my poops get fucked up again. Hurry up and fucking wait.

Meh.

7 comments:

Lea said...

Did you test yet? It's still early. I'm sorry that you are feeling down, believe me, I totally understand! I hope you get a nice surprise in a couple days.

Big hugs.

Xbox4NappyRash said...

Why the long face?

Megan said...

Hopefully you're wrong!!! I know it's hard to stay optimistic. I hope you get a nice surprise.

G said...

Oh the joys of all the ups and downs emotionally :( Hope you are ok!! *Hugs*

Amber said...

Head up...try to stay positive.;0)

Jenn said...

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Its still early - I'm hoping you'll get a beautiful big fat positive in a few days. **Hugs!**

womb for improvement said...

Blame the hormones.