Saturday, October 17, 2009

I am Sarahs rage.

I am a wretched, wretched human being to be around right now.

I've quit smoking.
I've just found out that my pharmacy will in fact be giving the H1N1 vaccinations.

Those two things by themselves are enough to make my eye twitch. Put them together, and you've got the fuck all of bad things. Seriously bad, bad, bad!

Here's the thing. I like smoking. I do. I don't care if its bad for me. I always said that I would quit again if I got pregnant. Well, guess fucking what?? I'm not fucking pregnant.

And flu shots.....oh the fucking insanity. And that was just the regular vaccinations. At my pharmacy alone, we gave over 800 flu shots.
Soon, the H1N1 vaccinations will start. And people are already freaking the fuck out. I mean like batshitcrazyfreakingthefuckoutbecauseOMGwe'reallgonnafuckingdieofpigfever, type freaking the fuck out.

I'll get through the whole H1N1 thing, I'm a pretty tough cookie. I just don't know if I can make it through it all without smoking.

I need a cigarette just thinking about it.


PJ said...

Fight Club?

Caragh said...

Congrats on the quitting.
Are you going cold turkey?

I liked smoking too..
hmm now.. not so much


Jane G said...

Think of all the good you are doing for your eggs by not smoking.

womb for improvement said...

I need a timescale on how long you've stopped for.

Sarah said...

PJ- Love that movie.

Caragh- I was using the patch, I've stopped that though and am doing it cold turkey.

Jane- Fat lotta good thats gonna do me. But I get what you're sayin.

WFI- 5 days.

Danielle said...

I SO LOVE you! You make me laugh. On days when I'm ready to go insane...I just have to open up and read and I'm ga-fawing like no other. Thank you for being you <3

Megs said...

Oh honey...I really hope you make it through the insanity! :) Im not a smoker, so I can't even imagine how hard it must be for you. Really hope it all works out for you. Especially dealing with the whole H1N1 Hang in there!!

Kansas said...

Yikes! Two strikes!

Good luck!

I gave you an award on my blog:)

Kelley @ magnetoboldtoo said...

I totally understand.


Hugs babe.

Stimey said...

Hang in there on the smoking. It's so hard. I've done it a few times. :)

Honestly, life is so much easier when you don't smoke: you don't have to worry that you smell, you don't have to stand in the cold to do it, you don't have to spend the money...

That said, it's the hardest thing to do. But you CAN do it! Good luck!

Xbox4NappyRash said...

Just think of all the good you're doing.

Or something.

Chelsea Lietz said...

Feelin' for ya, but I think you can make it.

Gwen said...

I've never had to quit smoking but I've had to quit other things. It sucks. I hope you're successful.

My OB told me I should get the H1N1 shot today so I guess I have to. I won't be coming to your pharmacy, though. I promise!